Short poetry for a careless

It will sound,
kinda unusual,
but since the last time I saw you,
I got even better and better, as usual.

I thought that without you,
my life had lost the whole sence,
but with the time I came up with a clue,
that I could stay down or start jumping the fence.

And ain't no need to feel bad about what happened,
I actually think it's a matter of time,
because you know you made me feel abandoned,
but that didn't even stop me to reach high.

There's no virtue on what you've done or you're doing,
you can't go out and pretend there's something you're proving,
and while you spend time smoking, pecking and failing exams,
I'm here doing it, because I already know my life needs for plans.

But don't you worry, my dear, you are allowed to live,
I know you'd never ponder about what I give,
hope you guess, at least, that I'm proud of you,
even despite the bad things we've been through.

I'm wondering if you're capable of taking another step,
'cause you made think about you in that way,
I have to admit that I'm here chilling on the web,
but you're there, throwing that idea away.

And wait, I've got a message,
for those boys whose are brillant,
please be cautious if you meet a girl,
especially if she's a brazilian.